Tuesday, December 9, 2008

More Change

These days, I am realizing that my life is going to constantly change...I think forever. I have had a difficult time making a decision that has stuck...for the last year...or year and a half. Not always has my decision changed by my choice. For one reason or another, I find myself again trying to figure out what I'm supposed to do with my life.

My only prayer is that someday...I will have a constant in my life that I will be able to plan on, and know is never going to change. I know that everything will work out for me, but right now, I feel like that's still a far way off.

I'm so grateful for the knowledge I have, that all the trials I go through are for my benefit, and that I will learn and grow to be the woman my Heavenly Father wants me to be. I am also so grateful for my family and friends who ARE constant, and have been there for me, no matter what has been going on in my life.

6 comments:

Ben and Anna Bigelow said...
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ashley said...

Here's a constant: You are and forever will be my hero.

Richard and Stephanie said...

Keep your chin up. All will be well and right someday...and when it comes, this will just be a small memory. I love you...you are the best sister anyone could ever ask for. I would tell you to hop on a plane and come out and visit me for a little while, but we all know what happened the last time you did that!... :)

Meridy said...

I'm sorry life is full of change right now. You seem to be handling it well! It is comforting to know that Heavenly Father and Jesus Christ are always constant. But you knew that already ;)

Jordan said...

You amaze me! I will keep you in my prayers!

The Woods said...

Suz, I love you!!!! You have an amazing perspective on things and YES it will all work out. I hope you know you are in my thoughts and prayers.