Wednesday, January 26, 2011

Life is Hard...

So...I had great plans to post all about my exciting and option filled future...all the Grad School Applications I'm filling out...the teaching positions that I'm looking into, all the excitement in my social life...and all the other wonderful things happening in my life...

WELL...it turns out that even for someone so seemlingly eternally optimistic as myself...that life is hard. I don't know what the future holds. I actually have no idea. I am looking into all my options...but don't feel particularly drawn to any one thing. It's really frustrating. So for today...just for this little while I am going to be a pessimist. I am going to say that everything is not ok. I'm living in limbo right now...and it's ok. I will say that I am looking forward to having some direction...sometime in the future. And...I will say that I do know that something will work out. I know there is a plan for me.

But for today...I feel like this:



4 comments:

Kristin said...

I heart you.

Ben and Anna said...

me, too. you are wonderful!

Brianna said...

AHH Suz I definitely know that feeling!! After 2+ months of limbo I finally kind of know what I'm doing...at least for the next 4 months :) Good luck! You're amazing!

Molly and Paul said...

I'll admit that I feel the same way some days. You are awesome Suz! We need to catch up sometime. It's been way too long!